Unsent text message to Megan

I saw you again today, you look nice. I love that you've grown out your hair. I just wish we could talk again, I really miss you even though I shouldn't. Yesterday just about ****** me, being so close to you yet knowing I mean nothing to you anymore :/ Remember when I said I'll always love you? Yeah that wasn't an…

But that doesn't mean I don't absolutely adore you.

That doesn't mean I don't treasure every moment I do spend with you.

That doesn't mean we can't have something beautiful.

It doesn't mean that I don't love you…

I’ll never lose hope or give up on the things I once wanted and still want so badly. But for now, I’m just going to continue working on myself. Try to pull my own **** together for myself and my children. & maybe one day, that someday, will become the day when everything changes. Until then I’m still here hoping and…

I miss your texts and your calls. I miss when you’d tell me you love me and you miss me. I miss all the things that we used to do together. I miss thinking about you without having to cry. I miss when our love came from both sides. I miss hearing your voice. I miss waking up and getting excited to open your…

think I’m going to go sit on the beach for a little bit this evening.

reminisce about the last time we saw each other on my birthday.

good memories.

This person who looks so much like you isn’t you. In fact I think it’s makes me sick to think about who you were and I wonder what I did to deserve this