Unsent text message to Madison

New house, fresh start. My room is tiny and freezing, but the lights make it feel so cozy. Just need to get this extra bed out of here. Everything in my life is shifting incredibly fast, and I’m just hoping I can leave the past behind and breathe again. Last night was a battlefield, and this morning was rough, but…

I'm alone in mcdonald's and there's this couple sitting behind me.

I can't see them but I can hear them sweet talking and giggling.

each time I see a couple I feel awkward.

we didn't technically date but you know…

You’ve ruined my perception of love. Yet this heart desires you. It was easy to look hard on the outside and tell you that this isn’t gonna work out when in reality I just wanted you to care a bit more about us. After every single argument, you never took the efforts to reach out, badmouthed by loved ones, talked…

hey im at club now i wish you were here as well. idk what im gonna tell you but my whole body is telling me i want to see you and hug you ... I miss you.. Very much. Do you miss me?

I know you won't get a apology he likes what he does to us. I haven't gotten anything but horrible cruel words. I was the one he did the worst to. He literally intentionally ruined life. You probably don't know because hes great at lies and stories are hiding. Im sorry to everyone im sorry you hurt too. If you are…

I regret how things happened. But I dont regret walking away.