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Maybe it wouldn’t end up like this. Now we yearn for each other’s love.
I still miss you so so so much. We both know you did something unforgivable, but forgiving you was the easiest thing. I still love you so much.
But going back would mean disrespecting myself. So maybe, even after a few years, where we have grown into more mature and better people, we could still be, if we could still be.
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the days just keep going and I'm still stuck in that moment
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Tonight, I'm baby. Sit on your lap, suck your thumb, and coo at the thought of you. Can we play that role tonight?
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i don't feel turbulent inside like i thought i would
i feel at peace. no pain or angst, no torment
life remains safe and beautiful despite it all
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You want my blood, my tears, and everything that keeps me breathing, but I am done playing this role for you. I want peace, while all you want is a fight. Why do you only care when I see red, but refuse to appreciate me when I'm yellow
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Well honey, sad to say it but I think we both have things we should be embarrassed about. Why were you so obsessed with me from the beginning when you're way out of my league. My recovery would be so much simpler if you were some horrid ugly creature but I regress the ways your eyes used to light up at the sight of me…
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and part of me participated at first.. but i participated in the way as if it were you doing it. And then i.. i guess slam back down to earth.. and it looks yucky to me at that point.
because its not you, so its weird, abrasive, and sad almost.
only you could get away with that. But they dont mean any harm..
but i cant…
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