Derek
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and part of me participated at first.. but i participated in the way as if it were you doing it. And then i.. i guess slam back down to earth.. and it looks yucky to me at that point.
because its not you, so its weird, abrasive, and sad almost.
only you could get away with that. But they dont mean any harm..
but i cant lead them on
because if im gonna do something so irrational and unrealistic it can only be with you. I dont trust anyone else with such dumb fantasies.
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