Unsent text message to Jacob

JD, You’re the love of my life. I suppose it’s a case of wrong place, wrong time. I don’t need booze to love you. I lied to myself a lot throughout the years. I can be delusional and naive, I know. I even asked psychics about you! How desperate is that?? To spend money on someone to tell me you’re not for me…

Six months later and I can honestly say I look at love completely differently. Someone I loved once told me he’d rather go somewhere where it was “easier,” and for a long time that stuck with me. I couldn’t understand how someone could experience everything we did together and decide that replacing me was easier than…

I’ve started dating, but I let them know my heart is not available.

Ai can't do tattoos. I almost vomited when I saw you morph into a bot.

Check the mirror when you next set up that tripod. If you look hard enough, you'll see what the real world sees.

A broken little boy, who I just wanted to love.

Someone will love the person you pretend to be. Lives a great life online. They'll fall…

Ai is getting crazy. Watching you morph into a bot in real time. Ai can not do tattoos bruh. Some other sucker will fall for the "upgrade". Whole life is set up for good shots.

Injectables is laughable, when medication for the severe daddy issues is too scary.

Check the mirror when you set the tripod up for those ai…

But as I sit back and realize what this is insanity, I get the emotional part of it. I lived it. I do not get the let’s put a crew together and attack him, which makes me laugh because I would have to be a complete irrational, emotionally immature idiot to keep this going. I do have to thank you though remembering a…