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JD, You’re the love of my life. I suppose it’s a case of wrong place, wrong time. I don’t need booze to love you. I lied to myself a lot throughout the years. I can be delusional and naive, I know. I even asked psychics about you! How desperate is that?? To spend money on someone to tell me you’re not for me. Although, she did guess one letter. You reached out once and cursed me out. I told myself that you needed to get it out bc I hurt you, too. However, **** you, too! How about you eat a thousand *****? I’m so tired of feeling crushed. I’m ready to feel good again. You made your **** clear so I should, too. Honestly, idk how I hold on like I do. I have everything I’ve ever wanted. Without you it feels hollow but who cares?? You don’t. I can finally listen to music now. Your playlist has way tooo many songs. I wonder if you ever peek at it. Im a hopeless romantic, I know. ******* hopeless. I still see you everyday around me in the dumbest ****. Do clouds make you think of me? Am I so easily forgotten? I wish you’d text me back. Although, I could use kind words and not the vitriol you seem to have readily at hand. I love you. Ugh, I love you.
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