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Did you care about me?

Did you care about my favorite songs?

Did you care about my well-being?

Did you care about my happiness…

You left me, we both know the reasons you gave where a lie. I cowardly cop out so that you could get out and not have any questions asked. You made me feel so much guilt over your mental health and how you needed time and space for it, but friends have seen you on dating apps, told me about your updated pictures. I…

Phrase for the first time. And it makes sense. "A house built on another women's tears will never stand." I just wanted to share tgst to all..so don't blame if something goes wrong.

No harsh feelings if you don’t take it, but I’m not setting myself up for hurt again. Hope you understand. ❤️

Ashton,

I have said it before, numerous times now, that I've constantly had this suspicion that you have written to me, but I also admit that it's not only possible, but more likely, that it's not you. It's the shear number of coincidences and the length it has gone on that gives me pause on accepting the latter.

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Thank you for being you. Spending the day with me. Listening. Always showing up. Being somone i can count on. Finally l trying me breathe knowing somone has my back. Ive been doing s*** alone for a long time and you definately showed me something. You always keep your word and you always make time. I’ll never forget…