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You’ve ruined my perception of love. Yet this heart desires you. It was easy to look hard on the outside and tell you that this isn’t gonna work out when in reality I just wanted you to care a bit more about us. After every single argument, you never took the efforts to reach out, badmouthed by loved ones, talked about my interests and feelings in a way that it was straight up mockery. Yet why is it that I find it hard to give up thinking about you? I remember you telling me you don’t care about your friends and that they aren’t your “real friends”. But you called me a friend too? I’d have given up on anything for you but you never seemed to care too much. I forgot who I was, still don’t know. Maybe it’s the kind of love you give only once in life. You’ve moved on. You said you don’t pay heed to your emotions now. Was it that easy? Was I that invisible? Thanks to you but now I dread the feeling of love and attachment. I’m struggling but I will someday fully let go of the thought that you’ll care and come back.
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