Unsent text message to Eric

I wake up crying now.

You didn’t have to lie. Adding insult to injury.

*** is wrong with you that you don’t even care at all?

That you said what you said to me…

Never ever in all my life,

After The continuous numerous deliberation of betrayals, That I’ve unfairly endured.

Never ever, never ever has the perpetrator of abuse apologised to me & given me clarity.

I’m unsure what justifications u’ve conjured up in ur empty head regarding ur foul disturbing actions towards me…

I think I need to stop writing about you on here. I thought somehow it would help me, that putting my feelings into words might make things easier, but the truth is, it doesn’t. If anything, it keeps me holding on to something I know I need to let go of. As painful as it is, I need to move on. That doesn’t change the…

Every Sunday, I wake up and I remember you waking up with your messy hair and saying good morning and giving me a kiss before you’d make us coffee and start the bacon and come back and get cozy with me. You were the first man to bring me coffee in bed without asking or you asking me, you just knew and you knew how I…

i dont understand how u can ghost me after 5 years but god still bless you. i dont understand. i wish my mom wasnt strict like urs. i wish i was pretty like u, smart like u, popular like you and come from a rich family and have siblings who love me. its like i got all the karma

Would you cry or would try and get me? Tell me now I want you to be clear...