Unsent text message to Luke

I keep finding your stitch markers all over my house to this day. Every time I find one, I pick it up and pop it right into my mouth and eat it. I've probably eaten over twenty of them at this point. I think I'll start therapy soon.

I hope u get, what I’m putting down,

I’m not begging for any acknowledgement nor communication,

u do u,

I hope ur doing well…

I have been able to see right through you and your ******** this entire time. This is your last chance, there will probably not be an opportunity like this for you again. You can't be a champion if you're on the wrong team. They say it's "never too late". But in reality, it's about to be

I want to fix this. I still love you and I want nothing more than to build a life with you. Can’t we try? If you feel the same…is it not worth it?

You still are on the top of the list. Real connection beats physical attraction any day and you have both so…

I literally melt when you look at me like that. That really soft gaze which you hold for a few seconds before slowly blinking and looking away. I feel like I have memorized it but I get butterflies whenever you look at me like that again.

You think that you're the only one who's been restraining their feelings since…