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I hate to hate you. You’re making it easy to. I wanted to end things before things became as they are, when I knew something wasn’t working. You persisted. I questioned myself. Now here we are, in a stand still because I expressed my sadness. That’s a sign. I pour love into you, me acknowledging the pain that exists was simply that— an acknowledgment. We were supposed to combat the problem together, not combat each other. The bad doesn’t outweigh the good. You have restrictions and I as well. I liked the added adventure it gave us, figuring out how to carve time for us in a demanding world. For the hours we shared, feeling the world drop away as we basked in each other’s being. This moment shouldn’t have outweighed the good. I loved to love you.
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