Unsent text message to Christina

I made a vow to love you forever and always, and I meant every single word. Even now, giving you this divorce is the hardest thing I’ve ever done, but I’m doing it as my final act of love for you. Choosing to let you go doesn’t mean my love stopped, it just means I love you enough to honor your path, even if it means…

Thanks for replying and somewhat explaining your actions. But I know you it’s just your usual manipulative, gaslighting behavior - packaged in a bit more caring language this time around. You still haven’t given the reason for disappearing for days, and now you’ve managed to accuse me of not caring for you because I…

A cold night & an invitation.

I get so cold, I miss the warmth. Cuddling against each other, you swadling, in the blankets. You know my bed feel's larger these days, I got so used to complaining about the space you'd take up, Ironically, now it's space I can't seem to fill.

I'll live a life time of cold before Im able…

this is definitely unsent..

D, lovey, hazel eyes…

I’m in town until Monday mid-morning, and I’d really like to see you if you’re open to it. It would be nice to sit down over a coffee and have a chance to talk. If you’d like that too, let me know.

Maybe it is my fault and I am the problem .. maybe I just go

None of your exes had to deal with this version of you

None of your “real” friends either

None of your co-workers or even random acquaintances

They always had the real number real face real voice…