Unsent text message to Sophia

I want someone to make me feel like ****, like you did.

I want them to be worse than you. Maybe then I'd really get you out of my head.

I hate being a ******* parasite. Always clinging to a memory of you.

Let me leech on something else, chained onto a different version of you…

Ig I got my answer 🥺☹️😞. Sent straight to vm twice was all the answers I needed sorry to bother you. I’ll respectfully quietly drift away now. Ngl my lil heart aches about this but I completely understand. I truly hope one day you break free from the hell your in you’ll see why when that day comes . I’ll always miss…

"do you ever read unsent messages"

Maybe one day you'll remember how in love we were, and how genuine it was. The laughter the jokes, the happiness. Effortless. You meant the world to me and then walked away, to a place you said you were not happy but needed to go back to because of your family.

I hope it's working out…

"Oh whats it gonna come to now To not come home and throw it all around Oh whats it gonna come to now To not go home and throw it all around

Oh, we hold on to the photographs

Oh, we long to the photographs"

One year later…

How you guys been? Noticed you all forgot my birthday again but thats alright, we're only family. I forgive ya.

Super uncool though how ONE of you is keeping tabs on me for god knows what reason, as i assure you i want nothing to do with any sort of drama. That's alright. I forgive you again. Three strikes and you're…

hey friend, Is that weird? Calling you that, I mean. Somewhere along the way, I decided that if I couldn’t have you the way a part of me wanted, maybe I could at least aim for friendship. Is that okay? I don’t know how well I’m doing. I still get butterflies when I see your name, your face, or anything that reminds me…