Unsent text message to Amber

You felt wholesome, you are what I needed to do better, and be better, you were changing my perspective in a positive way, you being you gave me a little hope.

Was that really you though, sometimes I just don’t know.

Today I’m going to write down on paper the real response to that last long txt you sent. Re-reading it…

I’m telling you right now. Either get over how you feel or tell me so I can walk away and be happy. Pretty simple .

Hey man just wanted to let you know that i've always hated you from the get go and i think you're an absolute sad case for verbally insulting a woman who basically mothered your horrible and nasty emotional issues for like three years straight without fail.

Anyways **** you man you're an absolute drongo.

Say “ um i think i have your cheese” and I will reply with the correct answer. Other wise i will continue moving on with my life and will never speak with you again.

i just watched my heart walk down the aisle, away from me, with someone else.

A hug from you would heal me.

you don’t even have to say anything.

My heart just wants to touch yours again…