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If you even want me still either
In a romantic way
Sometimes I am sooooo sure you do 1000%
Other times I think
Maybe you’re not sure because
I’ve hurt you too much
Or you don’t feel safe with me
Or you want to live your truth &
I can’t provide it to you
Do you hold back because you think that’s what I want?
Or because you think you can’t give me what I want?
Because
That’s why I holdback sometimes
I don’t ever want you to have to hide pieces of yourself
Or give them up
Just for my comfort
But
The answer is
Yes I love you and I’ve always loved you
Even when I really really really disliked you
I’ve always still loved you
& I felt the same way when I looked into your eyes
I saw eternity spread across stars splashed across the universe
I never
Experienced something
Like that
Ever
I’ll always remember it
Wherever this Milky Way road leads
At the end of it
I hope we are both whole
Together, preferably
But separate if that’s the only way
I hope it isn’t
But I will always love you enough to want you to live how you want
Regardless of me
Others
Society
World
Expectations
If you already know the answer, lmk
I’m still here
And I’ve stayed
And I’m staying
Whatever the answer is
xoxo
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