Unsent text message to Jake

if you’re friends and friends because you LIKE each other then why are you talking about me? why are you on the phone late at night talking about “you ruined my relationship with her” ? you both ruined the relationships we shared together. i ruined the relationships too, but im not sitting here miserable and crying…

you told me that you would marry me tomorrow if we were from the same place , does it mean you like me? if yes, how come i see way more flirtatious comments you used to write on ur ex’s posts than youve ever wrote in my private messages ?

It’s almost as if we haven’t stopped talking. And even though that’s not reality, it brings me comfort.

I mean that in the most non-selfish way I could..

Things are really scary right now & I have other people I can talk to like a few friends but what’s everything happening in my life right now I need you.

The past can stay in the past, I wouldn’t bring up anything romantically suggestive or dump my feelings or anything..

I…

What do you want and why're you asking about me? I don't want any drama nor do i have beef with you.

And if it's you thats monitoring me i implore you to stay away, as once again i have no beef with you nor will i waste my time entertaining stupid ****.

Stay safe man. Don't ask about me again.

Most of what I've posted here has been only slightly specific and often I get an immediate dislike. If you are on here looking for how I vent about you you should probably find something better to do with your time. I don't hate you but I am tired of your BS. You are a cheater and you get to have a partner in raising…