Unsent text message to Dylan

The push and pull feels so real but really it must just be me going insane. You don’t care, you have no feelings for me and most likely glad that you don’t hear from me.

You are not thinking about me, you don’t miss me and you have forgotten me. You were not even close to loving me, if you were you would have shown me…

Door is open. Just knock first

I’ll be leaving soon. I still hope to run into you somewhere, but soon I’ll have to pack my bags and move. I haven’t got anything anymore. I guess I’m running away, but at the same time, it’s what I promised you, right? The deal was that I’d leave as soon as possible. Get a job in a different city.

I dream about your…

I’ve finally let you go.. My heart has been broken for a few years now. This last half year has been the worst of it. Watching you build your new life without me has been a pain I would never wish on anyone.

I’m ok though. I’m actually really good. Life goes on. I can be ok and still miss you. I guess that’s part of…

My final goodbye. I kept making room for the possibility that there was something underneath your silence, your distance, and the walls you kept putting between us. I thought there was a reason you kept finding your way back into my life. I thought the moments we shared meant something to you, too.

I can't keep…

Did you not get my letter sat atop all the gifts you’ve ever given me these last 2 years?

Don’t ******* contact me period unless it’s to talk about how you broke this relationship off, how YOU destroyed the future I thought WE envisioned.

Anything I’d like to talk about. What a ******* joke.

This is not the answer to my…