Unsent text message to Brandon

I mean that in the most non-selfish way I could..

Things are really scary right now & I have other people I can talk to like a few friends but what’s everything happening in my life right now I need you.

The past can stay in the past, I wouldn’t bring up anything romantically suggestive or dump my feelings or anything..

I…

What do you want and why're you asking about me? I don't want any drama nor do i have beef with you.

And if it's you thats monitoring me i implore you to stay away, as once again i have no beef with you nor will i waste my time entertaining stupid ****.

Stay safe man. Don't ask about me again.

Most of what I've posted here has been only slightly specific and often I get an immediate dislike. If you are on here looking for how I vent about you you should probably find something better to do with your time. I don't hate you but I am tired of your BS. You are a cheater and you get to have a partner in raising…

The push and pull feels so real but really it must just be me going insane. You don’t care, you have no feelings for me and most likely glad that you don’t hear from me.

You are not thinking about me, you don’t miss me and you have forgotten me. You were not even close to loving me, if you were you would have shown me…

Door is open. Just knock first

I’ll be leaving soon. I still hope to run into you somewhere, but soon I’ll have to pack my bags and move. I haven’t got anything anymore. I guess I’m running away, but at the same time, it’s what I promised you, right? The deal was that I’d leave as soon as possible. Get a job in a different city.

I dream about your…