Unsent text message to Courtney

I’ve finally let you go.. My heart has been broken for a few years now. This last half year has been the worst of it. Watching you build your new life without me has been a pain I would never wish on anyone.

I’m ok though. I’m actually really good. Life goes on. I can be ok and still miss you. I guess that’s part of…

My final goodbye. I kept making room for the possibility that there was something underneath your silence, your distance, and the walls you kept putting between us. I thought there was a reason you kept finding your way back into my life. I thought the moments we shared meant something to you, too.

I can't keep…

Did you not get my letter sat atop all the gifts you’ve ever given me these last 2 years?

Don’t ******* contact me period unless it’s to talk about how you broke this relationship off, how YOU destroyed the future I thought WE envisioned.

Anything I’d like to talk about. What a ******* joke.

This is not the answer to my…

If you happened to read this, please come back to me. I just can’t believe you just left me just like this. Let’s communicate please. From C

One day I'll wake up and you wont be the first thought to cross my mind. One day I'll wake up and wont experience earth shattering heartbreak every morning. One day I'll be able to go to bed without pretending that you are here holding me as I sleep. One day it wont hurt anymore. One day I'll have to let you go and…

You’re at the top of all of my recommended friends lists on every social media platform I use. You should add me. That would be the highlight of my day to get that request. Would you accept if I added you? I feel like that is too risky of a move for me to make right now since I was the one to reach out last. I feel…