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Hey, hun
It's one of those nights where I struggle with falling asleep but responsibilities will somehow push me to wake up and face the day in a few hours.
The previous night's sleep wasn't great either.
I'm exhausted. My hands are shaky, my eyes sore. I can feel my heart drop on random moments but I have to push through the day.
That's what adulthood is all about, right..?
Ugh..
...
Hey, Hun; it's raining in my city now. Almost 5am, had no success falling asleep yet, but the sudden rain..oh the rain..
It reminds me of you.
I always found comfort in rainy night. They'd put me to sleep calmly, my dreams drifted by the gentle taping on the window.
Just like your arms wrapped around me, while you comforted me after a sudden nightmare in the middle of the night.
Rain. The same gentle breeze as if It was this night again, where in late autumn we walked across the bridge over the lake. You put my hand into your coats pocket, because as always; I forgot to take my gloves.
Your hands were always so warm.
I..umh..I wish we could go back, you know? To those times before we've fallen apart. Times, before I turned my back instead of addressing the issue. Leaving felt like protecting you and I was too immature to face you and have a talk so maybe we could work things through.
I'll always regret letting you go. I'll never forgive myself the pain I caused you.
I..I guess I'll better go try to sleep again; before the rain stops and the dreams are long gone.
Maybe we will meet again in dream realm tonight..
..and maybe it'll be raining again.
— V.S.V
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