Unsent text message to Christina

I couldn't touch you without ruining you, so i didn't touch you at all.

i just realized whatever they said was true. i js cant keep a good connection with everyone. maybe im a loser. god knows. ive started to accept that tag now. never was a good friend to anyone. i dont think ill ever be. i keep on pushing people when it gets real and deep. i do have attachment issues but why do i get…

If you want to see them add me back on snap.

I just hope you're happy.

I am in love with you and I appreciate everything you do for me I want to express that I will be there for you till the deeps of earth I am here to hear you anytime your patience is my love and your strength is so powerful and inspiring I hope to grow are relationship and I learn so much from you I love your music and…

You were the best partner I could’ve asked for, you were everything I’ve ever wanted. I miss your laugh, your cute little giggle when I’d make stupid jokes. I miss showing you lord of the rings for the first time, I miss all of it so much and I’m so lost without you. I know you seem happier now and you’re talking to…