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i just realized whatever they said was true. i js cant keep a good connection with everyone. maybe im a loser. god knows. ive started to accept that tag now. never was a good friend to anyone. i dont think ill ever be. i keep on pushing people when it gets real and deep. i do have attachment issues but why do i get attached every ******* time to a point that i sometimes think im dependent. i hate that. well i should start getting numb to feelings. thats the only thing going to help me. i hate myself with every single fibre on my body. if i cant love myself how’ll someone even love me? maybe thats why im a loser. never had anyone to call them mine. i js push them away. maybe i should stop talking to people but im scared ill be alone. atp i know ill eventually accept that im meant to be alone. life is indeed confusing and beautiful.
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