Unsent text message to Noah

You Try to come back to me Not because you cared about me but you realized no other man cared about you the way I did that’s why when you tried to call me a couple of times I just watched it ring How dare you break me and try to return

I’m all set Goodbye

Why can't you tell the truth to me?

What kind of monster hides so easily?

I search your eyes for something real,

But all I find is what you conceal…

So i was just sitting here, eating some ice cream and some fell off the sppon and went in my flip flops. Then i realized this is your favorite ice cream, strawberry cheese cake. You used to eat all the graham cracker out of it tho. It made me mad but i didn't care bc i loved you yk. That was ny favorite part too…

You want to know the dirtiest fantasy I ever kept? Things I imagine of you, from which stratospheres I have lept...

I'll tell you.

I imagine being able to keep you, and call you \mine/... To hold you tightly, for whatever sort of eternity that may exist in this place, in time.

I read our old texts when we starting talking.. it was so sweet. 🥹

I missed that version of us. Seeing how we were flirting and getting to know each other. It made me tear up. I wish we could go back to that. I would do anything to go back. I miss him so much. I’m trying to get over him and get through healing, but it…

It’s difficult to communicate with you while also trying to manage my emotions and protect my peace. The good thing is that I’ve been doing well so far. The way I respond to your texts may come across as me not being interested in communicating, but in reality, this is what moving forward looks like for me. I’m…