Unsent text message to Logan

It’s difficult to communicate with you while also trying to manage my emotions and protect my peace. The good thing is that I’ve been doing well so far. The way I respond to your texts may come across as me not being interested in communicating, but in reality, this is what moving forward looks like for me. I’m…

The weather's cool and I'm listening to music. Just like that day. The only difference is you're not around anymore.

I didn't get to hear your voice but I'm still hoping for one more chance that I can.

I think what I wanted most was Sunday mornings with you.

I wanted to wake up with my cheek against your chest, your hair messy from sleep, your glasses sitting on the bedside table

To spend another hour in bed kissing you, my hands against your skin, listening to your heartbeat beneath my ear.

I wanted our clothes in the…

When I really really needed support and a distraction was my final straw. I can’t do this anymore. I’m so grateful for the friends who were there for me.

I don't understand the whole concept of the withholding closure game that u love so much. I literally sat and watched u hitting ignore on all those calls. I told you "you know that will never be me, right?" You thought i meant we would never break up...lol, nope I meant i will never be one of these poor b******* that…

I figured going on a holiday with friends would make me feel at least a bit more appreciative of life, turns out no matter where in the world I am, I'm going to be made to feel useless and underserving of happiness.

It would be so easy to just get lost in the mountains tonight and never return, it'll be better than the…