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It's been four months since the worst relationship of my life. I didn't want another, and you just spawned into my life and you are everything: you are love.
I'm trying my best to not self-sabotage... My anxious episodes never felt this calm and normal. It's almost like an excited-attachment instead of anxious or avoidant...
I have so many worries, catastrophic scenarios and doubt in my mind. Yet, for the first time in my life I am blindly trusting someone and deep down I love it.
You make me feel like a tiny human who locked himself inside of a shell, and finally, for the first time came out to learn that the storm is over.
I hope one day you'll be my husband, because I feel like you are It.
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