Jordan
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In all of my sorrow I actually thought you was going to be different. I thought maybe and i believed in you. And now think about you more than I would ever admit. It’s terrible I wanted to just go slow but you kept pushing me away. We got too close right? And I felt it the shift and I was right. You quit coming over. You quit meeting with me. But I held on kuz you sparked something in me I thought had been dead for a very long time. And then just like that you was gone. And now I cry sometimes like right now. Because I feel so alone and so empty. Others try but there was something about you. I give up on love or trying. I give up on everything honestly my days go by like a blur and I don’t care
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