Unsent text message to Marcus

I miss u I turly do and I wish we can talk again and etc but that's just me missing the attention and love that we had, only if I could've not been jealous only if u could've helped me and not broken a promise we made, and I hate u for that I really do I hate u sm much as I hate ur bf but again it was my fualt for…

People tell me it’s okay to leave a relationship that you don’t want. Of course it is. Why would it not be? But you know what’s not okay? Lying. Hiding your fears. Not communicating. THAT is something you owed me. I didn’t deserve to be lied to for weeks and then blindsided. You don’t get to say ‘i can’t do long…

I love you but i cant do this anymore. You have sucked up every ounce of feeling I had left in me after countless traumas and pains in my past. I really gave you everything more than I have given anyone before. And its a shame because you didnt even want it.

I will be dying inside for years because I love you and you…

I crave to hear your voice i miss you sm and I know im being a knucklehead and Im going to give your space I guess I just miss when we talk i could go rambling to you all nightt but im going to use this time apart to really focus on myself and try to become someone you deserve I can’t wait to see you I’ve been…

i know i already thanked you before, but. i can't thank you enough for how kind you were when you decided to take my virginity just to keep me from suffering a worse guy. it was really the kindest thing anyone could have done in that crazy situation, and i was so happy to catch up with you last month. i cannot believe…

you know what **** it what you did was so ******* despicable i couldn’t have imagined EVER you’d be capable of something so ****** up.

what now huh? you get to live your life normally and i have to be the one to suffer i have to be the one having dreams about you every ******* night replaying every single second we’ve…