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A- There was no closure from you. I know we can’t be together. I’m pretty sure you hate me. I was serious when I said I can’t do long distance and I’ve got to work on myself right now. But I’m just hurting so much and I’m sure you are as well. A playlist is not enough, I wanted us to end on good terms. I’m sorry I was so volatile at you. We should have just talked when you were here. I didn’t want us to ever end. My intention was to always be together, like I thought you were my person for real. I’m just too damaged. I not angry at you anymore, or the situation. I just miss my best friend. My person. I know you and you have a good heart and I’m so sorry I kept forgetting that. I’m not going to reach out because I feel like you hate me. So if you feel the same, and want to be on good terms - I need you to be the one to reach out. When you’re ready, my door is cracked open. I’m not asking for you to be my friend or have that expectation but I need closure of some form and I’m sure you might also need that. Maybe a phone call. Anyways, I hope you’re okay. I still worry about you. I’ve also been worried about myself. This has been the most difficult break up I’ve ever experienced. Please remember I have a good heart too. That hasn’t changed I promise.
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