Unsent text message to Thomas

Here I am trying Desperately fighting for things to get better Fighting for my kids to have a better life Fighting to figure out how to make this all work While you sit ideally by on your phone making jokes

All this fake bullish!t you've created using chatgpt. People see through it. you desire to sow division and racial tensions went down the shitter.

What people tell you is what they think you want to hear because they know youre malicious, destructive and hysterical.

I go to work, people are kind nice and engage with me…

If you finally messaged me back you did so on the wrong account. I deleted that one and no longer have access to it, try the other one, please. good or bad.

I never thought you two would ever be with each other. I know I don’t own anyone but damn I can’t believe you guys would date considering we broke up coz you said you are incapable of loving and you dating him considering you are my friend and you knew about us.

As much as I don’t want things to be about me, but I…

The month of September flew by in a sea of smoke and pills. The crushed up remainders of prescriptions you forgot to fill. I don't remember how I loved you, I can't recall the things I've said. But darling you showed me I wasn't really dead. And I learned to be alive when I've reached my deepest low. Standing ankle…

Today, I revealed that I've resented her for years and my love is long gone. That her abusive nature is why I'm as distant as I am. Maybe if you were still by my side, I would've had the courage to go all the way. I guess we'll never know.