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I want to hear your voice again and hear how you’re doing. I have so many questions waiting to be answered by you it feels like. Every time something happens i’m reaching out to you so I can tell you and I’m snapped back to the reality that I lost that with you. I’m wondering what you’re up to when I make plans and go out. I’m asking myself if I just missed out on something really special with you when I get these thoughts of how I thought we would turn out. It felt so good and like I found my best friend in the beginning and it all got lost in translation when I lost my job I lost interest in everything after that and it included you without me even knowing it. I regret not doing more with you together so much all the things we talked about all the things you said we would do. It’s like it feels so far away now like i’m reaching for the stars trying to find someone like you again. I’ll always have you in my heart and find you in things that make me laugh or remind me that you even existed in the first place. I wish I could hear from you again even if it was just for a second. It ended with you saying you need to get better and get on your feet. Even then you wanted to help me move forward and I couldn’t even reciprocate the amount of yourself you gave away to me. I couldn’t believe you were real and I was so scared of messing it up. I painted the problem into a picture and twisted my arm until I made a sound.
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