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Only not with me.
I’m not sad, I’ve actually come to terms with it. But the thought you’ve moved on with a person and doing the things we promised each other we’d do. That hurts.
I don’t think either of us planned to leave one another, it just happened to be. When we were so in love, we gave each other hope of a family, marriage, traveling together, spending the rest of our lives together. That’s what we both wanted, at a time. It was beautiful imagining all those things with one another but, unfortunately we were never destined to make it to that point. I think in the back of my mind, I always knew it wasn’t going to you, but I hoped for it since the very beginning of our upbringing, yet I never wanted to believe what my mind was telling me. We were both so young and inexperienced, we both thought that this person is it for me and as much as I wished that’s how it worked out for us, it never did.
It kinda sucks both of our lives are entirely different. But now when I look back on our relationship, we changed in such drastic ways since we last saw each other. And those things we promised each other we’d do, we both have done. Only without one another. I think that’s the hidden beauty of what we had told each other, one day we were going to do it. I’ll always remember what you told me. There’s so much beauty in fulfilling the dreams both of us sought. The hardest part isn’t seeing you do those things, it’s without. I wish you could see what I saw.
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