Unsent text message to Jada

if you end up alone after all is said and done I hope you simply enjoy it for a while do everything you want to do exercise paint embroider get another cat. Just be at peace in yourself. I'm working on it for myself and although it's lonely I'm having to actually get to know myself and I don't hate me as much as I…

I walked home alone tonight. Got into an argument with my parents earlier so couldn’t call them. I wish I could call you as I walked again like I used to. But more than that, I wish I was still coming home to you.

Every time I open the chat I just stare at it unsure on what to say. I'm scared. I'm overwhelmed with fear.

I can't seem to find the right words to say.

I love you. I never stopped loving you.

I know I ****** up. I know and for the past 2 years I've been hating myself for leaving you like this…

to get crazy. You’re supposed to be here. Snap out of it!

It was so nice to hear from you. I believe in you so much. I'm glad I was able to share The Winner Is with you and that you like it too. Please try to enjoy the music and things you like doing. Its okay to let yourself feel your emotions.

Maybe I can work some magic and make everything okay for you 🧙‍♂️🪄

Hey, I’ve been thinking about you A LOT. You’re on my mind everyday. But tonight the thoughts of you are INTENSE. I care about you, and I hope you’re doing well.