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I wish I didn't. Its not like our relationship was good torwards the end. But I miss how we were in highschool before we tried long distance. We were so young and happy and full of love. I thought the world of you and I thought nothing could stand in our way. But then long distance came and we grew apart. I still vividly remember those few months leading up to when you broke up with me. It haunts me that I couldn't see how unhappy we both were. I blamed you for a long time after. But truth is it wasnt just you. I refused to except that I was also miserable. Maybe its because I hoped it would get better after some time and it never did. I don't wish to have that back but I do wish to be loved again. Maybe not by you but someone else. I honestly don't know. Its been about a year and half now and some days I still dream about you. Sometimes its nightmares but sometimes its such a happy dream I wake up wondering what could have been. Maybe we would have stayed miserable but maybe we would have figured it out and have been the happiest couple around. Maybe if we went to the same college we would have been happy. Maybe if we communicated more or been more mature we wouldn't have broken up. Maybe I wouldn't be sitting here after so long writing this. We haven't talked in so long that idk what your life is like anymore and we used to talk about everything. I hope you're happy and I hope you like what your doing in college. I know I am but I can't share it with you anymore. I onced loved you and maybe a part of me still does. Do you miss me too?
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