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Sorry for the typing rant earlier, it’s not what you think. Thing is, that it not jealousy, probably like you think. Yes it does strike a nerve. When we are working to bridging is gap and it comes to an abrupt stop. That puts me in limbo so I wait and I wait until we can resume. Then we resume to just to get the brakes applied again. This happened a few times now and I have stuck it out. Babe I’m getting tired, I have invested a lot of time, I don‘t have to give. With the hopes of bridging this gap, making things more comfortable with us. So maybe you can get over this fear and be able to move forward, in whatever that could be.. I though helping you through our past would give you some sort of peace. I care Babe, I don’t want to see you struggle, with this. If it would a least give you a better quality of life, I would do anything to help. It‘s just this push pull just feels like we get nowhere. That the main reason for my frustration, it’s not able to move forward. I feel every time we start and stop we start all over again. Yes I miss you, yes i love you but that’s was my motivation for sticking around. My heart has always been in the right place, only problem is, is that you have the other half..
goodnight
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