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saw you smile today. saw you relish my pain. saw you enjoy seeing me hurt. saw you savor my heartbreak. tried the best I knew how. was far from perfect. am flawed. loved you as hard as I could. forgave you. supported you. told you were worth it. believed in you. believed in us. believed your words. believed your apologies. thought it was real and enduring. worked as hard as I could for us. thought we were building something together. felt we could work through anything the world threw at us. felt we were invincible. felt like we were different. felt you were my home. felt we were broken but could be repaired. thought you were as committed as me. never gave up. fell in love at first sight. thought you were the love of my life and my soulmate. thought you were her, the one who I had begged and prayed for. felt you felt the same. now absolutely and entirely gutted. will never be the same. lost my joy. lost my happiness. lost my dreams. lost my hope. the future I dreamt of. lost my everything. and now just…lost. a fool. love the way you lied. Maybe now you’re truly happy with someone else.
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