Unsent text message to Dylan

I considered texting this to you because really you are the one I will miss someday. I fell for you, you said it had to stay casual. Ok. The end was brutal because I haven’t heard that I was more hassle than I’m worth since I was a kid. But I’m a glutton for punishment what can I say. I won’t reach out because I don’t…

Would you ever wanna talk even though the fire will stay dead? I'm hard to find these days but I'll make it easy for you only.

I need to hear your voice and know that it was all for real.

I got it. Message received💯

im sorry if you saw that video and I hope you forgive me Im js so slow sometimes baby please pleaseee trust me I will never think your tm i love you sm

But…I am scared genuinely. This can ultimately hurt me. Sadly, I am not as optimistic anymore and many of my confidence are gone.

The fun part? I saw them admitting and they didn’t take the chance on telling me truthfully. As I slowly recall our discussion…I get sick by realizing the truth and their nature. I AM A…

I over think and think a lot about random things that I don’t think ever even cross your mind but if ever this did.

We had a chat today about things that aren’t things that might very possibly be things one day and I conveyed there was never an expectation of things that you shouldn’t do. You should. I thought about…