Unsent text message to Tyler

Hey Gurl…Hope your week is going well…miss talking to you. You are on my mind. I can feel that you’re hurting or something is off.

if i did, i'm sorry. i know i'm a lot to deal with...

I can't do this. I can't go to work like this. Please I’m sorry, come back.

I’m sorry I screwed things up. I always do. I wish I could get you out of my head. You don’t have to reply.

is a long time without you

😔

Are you happy? are you good? do you eat well? so you sleep well? do u ever regret leaving me for her? did u stop drinking and become a good familly man? Those are questions that i wonder often, even after so long time, i want it to stop, im tired carrying this trauma all by myself, while you probably never think of me…