Unsent text message to Nicholas

You chose what may be a temporary thrill over a person who was your willing guarantee. I'm good enough. I was always good enough I was always willing to change. You carried a lot and I am thankful for our time. But again you made your choice and made a split in our family. It takes two to end a relationship but only…

reality is we never forgot anything that happened in our lives there is no such thing as escaping from whatever that had happened we just learned to accept and live with it because thats the only way we can survive and acceptance takes time

“I miss you. I wish things were different. I don’t know what to do with all this love now.”

Why couldn’t you just leave it where it was? It was so much easier accepting and moving on when i thought you hated me. I dont want your forgiveness or your well wishes. I just want to forget all of this happened so i can trick myself into being happy again.

As my memories and thoughts of you become less and less. A connection that was tethered to you that you weren’t ready for. Truth that you didn’t care to admit. But I was one with you just dear, I felt everything you felt behind close doors that you’d never admit. I made it to obvious, I shared to much.

It’s makes that…

I seriously hope you’re ready for the ********* that’s heading your way over the next couple of days. After your heartless and cruel betrayal and then further continual lies after I don’t owe you my loyalty anymore. If you didn’t want drama you shouldn’t have started it with your actions and your cruelty after…