Unsent text message to Riley

Hi. I hope you’re doing ok. And that you’re loving your new neighborhood that has lots of more personality 😋

I just applied to a place and should be moving in like mid November. I’m curious how it’ll feel. I’ve only lived in DC while dating you. It’ll also be the same neighborhood. We shall see.

I miss you. I miss our…

I guess I'm just down. I guess I'll be honest. I could use you around. I can't stand the distance between us right now. I guess I'll be honest. I could use you around.

Hi JD,

I actually find you repulsive.

Thanks,

Kk

Please note, that’s not k, okey, 👌or okey. 🙄

It’s not hidden from you, that I’m still deeply in love w you. But I’ve accepted that nothing will be the same. The amount of trauma u put me through, I still struggle to sleep every night but ik you’re doing just fine. The breakup isn’t affecting you. It never did as much as I thought. Why do I still crave your…

That every time I see a notification from you I thrust in the air out of pure joy