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Hey J,
I’m writing this expecting nothing to come out of it tbh. I just miss you. I’m sitting here wishing things were different. Wishing we could get play Minecraft again, talk about random s***, wish we never f****** confessed, wishing we could just be what we were before Christmas. In my 30 years of life, I’ve never wanted anything more than just that. I don’t want you to forget me and I don’t care if I’m alone, just don’t forget what we meant to each other when it mattered.
“But the truth is, I need you To tell me I’m worthy Of all the great living”.
Even after all this time, I’ve been trying to do what you wanted me to do for me, but it hasn’t felt worth it without you. I miss the little things that made everything worth doing. I f***** it up and I f***** you up, but I pray to God that our decisions was worth it in the end. My little light, I’ll never be able to tell you how much of my world was brightened by you, and how dark it’s been without. I’ll never forget those tables, the stars our love formed under, and the dreams born that shaped the man I’ve been desperately trying you become to make those wished dreams come true. I’ll always love you beautiful.
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