Unsent text message to Brandon

tell me to message you. instead of one of my stalkers, actually be you. talk to me on here and see how easy our conversation flows, even outside the box. but here we have no constraints. we're just two anonymous strangers. see how hard of a time we'll have trying to stop talking. think about it, stranger. i really…

You were right all along. You are a piece of ****.

that was only the most pathetic attempt anyone's ever seen at trying to portray myself as a disusting creature unworthy of love. thanks for always reminding me i was the kid walking around in the rain rescuing worms from puddles and putting them in the grass.

I feel like flooding this **** but I dont feel like flooding this ****, do you get me?

So Im gonna take your lead and leave for a while.

Just telling you cause this ghostie thingy is not my thing, Im more of a vampire person... Sleeping during the day, awake at night, neck biting stuff, you know!

I feel like going insane…

It’s been too long, I miss seeing you around and being around you. Do you miss me as much I miss you? I saw this cool drink the other day and thought of you. I think I’m going back to buy it.

… and I don’t know how to process what’s happening now.