Unsent text message to Trevor

I feel like flooding this **** but I dont feel like flooding this ****, do you get me?

So Im gonna take your lead and leave for a while.

Just telling you cause this ghostie thingy is not my thing, Im more of a vampire person... Sleeping during the day, awake at night, neck biting stuff, you know!

I feel like going insane…

It’s been too long, I miss seeing you around and being around you. Do you miss me as much I miss you? I saw this cool drink the other day and thought of you. I think I’m going back to buy it.

… and I don’t know how to process what’s happening now.

I am desperate. I am in so much emotional pain. I miss talking to you so much. You could just make everything all right again if you just ******* picked up the phone and texted me. You’re ******* me.

Nothing new.

Nothing surprising.

Nothing that matters...

But I do all the same…

I came here to vent my feelings and HOPED he felt the same! Not for people to mock, harass, or pretend to be someone I love.

Some of yall need to really figure things out.

It’s not okay and I would NEVER hurt the man I love. I never meant to and if I did make him angry with me,

I AM SORRY…