Unsent text message to Alyssa

There’s a part of me that knows you were never the person I thought you were.. The first few months we were together you presented as a much different individual. So intentional. So loving. But things changed over the years and you became a stranger that I do not recognize. You claim I’m one of your favorite people…

You’re not that far, I’ll walk. Or I’ll get a ride from my mom like I used to lol. Or if I ask, I’m sure you’ll come get me, and bring me home.

I don’t wanna talk, I just want to lie in bed with you. We can cuddle, and I’ll have my head on your chest again. We can kiss, or just stare into each other’s eyes… god you…

be made of a fool on here…keep it 100 24/7. Sick of this ****.

Like I'd give a real number to anyone you know haha. Joke is on you that how much brain you have. Get real. FYI keep in mind. NEVER means never. I know way to much trust me I would rather f a old are man. Nope c definitely not you ever in any life. I like clean lmao

You showed me this movie, and tonight was the first time I realized it had the date we met in it. Maybe that’s the universe’s way of telling me you’re still here. Maybe it’s me finding any inkling that you still exist in my world.

Either way. I’ll take reminiscing over trying to break away from the emotion. I miss…

Magic 8 ball told me what happens next.

You’re going to do the same thing you always do. You’re trying to get my hopes up so you can dash them and enjoy my heartache and humiliation on my birthday when I realize you’ve done it AGAIN. 👿

Nope. I’m going to have a nice day this year. 🥳

The End.