Unsent text message to Avery

Happy birthday I miss you

text me, call me, whenever, wherever, i don't care. i will answer in a heartbeat. that will never change.

i can't lock you in. i can't hold you hostage. i can't say the perfect combination of words to make you stay. all i can do is hope that you want to come back. i don't know what's going through your head but i get…

Since I’m too scared to tell you I guess I’ll do it here. I lied about eating. I actually haven’t in 3 days. I can’t. And I’ve been lying about eating. I just lied over the phone to you about eating dinner. You won’t be seeing me this week so you won’t have to deal with it. The weight loss won’t be noticeable anyhow…

there was a bed rep guy today and idk if he was flirting or not, but he said..”I hope the next time I see you, you’re moved up in the company. You have a lot of potential. See you at the round table.”

You got it sir. Don’t wait for me. 🫡

This is why I work so hard. all of this will pay off one day.

Well it all devolved into u bringing up the past and constantly revising your theories of how i cheated on you, like it always does. Why can't you accept that i never cheated? I have no reason to lie about it now for sure.You think you're perfect and can't imagine that someone that just didn't want to be with you. And…

When you first reopened the door I thought maybe this was going to be a new step forward for us having any type of connection. I felt excited and hoped for things to work out in the best possible way. Then when you changed your mind and you mentioned the past it really stung. It’s not like I didn’t want to give you…