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We were together for 6 years and I begged you so much to do better till eventually I had to leave for my own mental health and 6 months later you already have a gf? Are you okay?? She looks exactly like and what you’ve told me, the same things as me as well. We have two children together. You couldn’t have done better for them either? You can’t stand being alone? I feel like that might be a red flag that you can’t be alone with your own thoughts for even a year. Go **** yourself. You’re a piece of **** garbage human being. You actually act like a *****. You act like a princess. Should I pick you up like a baby and coddle you like your mother did?? Grow tf and do something with your life. I’m sure you feel so accomplished neglecting your children and their mother so you could play your ******* videos games 8 hours a day. Go do something meaningful with your life. I am actually embarrassed that I was with someone like you. I love being single now but it is lonely. I have to do what I need to do for OUR CHILDREN. You need someone to constantly coddle you to “do” better and I don’t know if you actually ever will. Hopefully one day I’ll have a meaningful partnership that doesn’t require my whole soul to be taken to please him. I don’t even know who I was when I was with you. It got to the point I didn’t even recognize myself. You made me into the worst version of myself. Thank you for teaching me what i don’t deserve. I grieved myself for 6 years for a low life? *** is wring with me? I missed myself so much. I finally feel happy but every time I think about you and your “gf” it triggers and I wish it didn’t because I know I don’t want you back and I know I deserve better. Part of me hopes you don’t change because then I’ll resent you for not treating me the same as you treated her when you had the chance. I also know it’s selfish of me to even want that. I don’t ever want anyone to be treated the way you treated me. Hopefully one day I stop hating you but rn I feel ******* livid. **** you
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