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I said that was the last post I would make for you, but I can't get over this. So, you ditched me, someone who offered you something real, safety and stability for someone who already has a partner. Not just A someone, but multiple someone at that. I won't ask why, I guess this is the type of person you are and I'll leave it at that. You also said I'm too weird for your liking, and I sounded insane on multiple occasions. But when we had that chat, you said you'd get back to me, why didn't you say that to my face? Well, to my head plugs, in this case. Why are you talking to all these different people, and why are you making up stories? When did I tell you I wanted to sleep with you, not only this, but when have we ever seen eachother face to face, at least? I left that place a month ago, but now I gotta show up in there again, tell the truth in regards to everything you lied about, tell them we couldn't've possibly slept together and also show evidence of it. And you also said sharks don't date fish, what...? Where's that coming from and what is that supposed to mean? You think you're doing something no one's ever done before? You think no one's ever seen someone like you before? Well, yeah, you are good at your job, but you're also a awful person outside of it, you're not special, you're just like all those who came before you, and those who will come after you. Again, why didn't you say all that to my face? When we spoke, you got numb, you barely uttered two words and even those were mechanic. When I left, suddenly you had a lot to tell everyone. If you're still going to say something, say the truth. Say I was the only one in the conversation, because you weren't paying attention, say you only heard that I love you I told you and nothing after it, say you were a coward, and you said you'd get back to me, instead of being straight forward and rejecting me with your own words. You're being with all these people, and you didn't get stuff out of it, you're still alone, no one would look at you, if you dropped on the floor tomorrow. And I'm not any better, but I'm not as insecure as to ask people for validation. Well, I hope you see this. I hope you read it, and you'll feel as bad as I felt. If you didn't get it already, I hope you get exactly what you're looking for.
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