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I honestly never thought I would hear that you have moved on and youre seeing someone already. I know 11 months is enough time to find someone new but I don’t believe that. I love you with all my heart and still do. I don’t take saying “I love you” lightly, it is very serious for me. You were the only one I have said that too. Yet I find it very difficult to find someone new, all I see is you, I don’t find other guys attractive, I don’t want to know other guys, I already know you and thats all that matter to me. So was I really that replaceable? Did I really mean nothing? Was our love fake? Was your love fake? Was it all a show? No it was all real. It was genuine, so why? I really was never enough for you, while you were everything for me.
But you know what you want. It’s not me. I know what I want and it’s only been you. Now you know I’m not your type. Youve always had your type. I never had a type yet you became my
Only type. Selfish of me to say this but I had really hoped you were still in love me but were focusing on yourself for our future, but then you wouldn’t get to explore others, you wouldn’t get to know Whats out there if we waited for each other. But I’m okay with waiting for you but you were never the waiting type. Thats just not who you are. It shatters me to hold back my tears, it shatters me to realize I was playing with myself, it shatters me realizing I really meant nothing to you.
But I still love you.
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