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We have been in absolute no contact for at least 6months now. I still hear you in my mind. I still feel you pulling on our bond. Spirit knows this year has been utterly miserable and hard as hell on both of us. Keeping with no contact has been brutal for me!!! It goes against everything in me; but I know are connection needed this step. Neither of us wanted to hurt the other; yet thats exactly what happened over and over the last 2+ years. I became so guarded and anxious around you that I would end up having severe physical issues and let myself sink so far down. I have been working on my mental health and going within to work on my own problematic behaviors. I don’t know if you will find this but I hope you do. I just want you to know that I have missed you every single day since. My heart aches to be reunited with its other half! I know we both said a lot of hurtful things and it will take some time to heal any type of relationship we might have. I just want to let you know that I am open to ending no-contact if you’re interested!
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