Unsent text message to Avery

Please my one and only true love

God .... My beautiful handsome darling

I need you , and I hate this no contact cause we

need to talk for months now , things are creeping…

One time, can i hear your voice again?

I'm just working with what I've been given. I don't know what's going on or what's happened, and I can't seem to have a conversation without some other guy desperate to stop it. I'm just doing the best I can to process the information that is being presented to me.

If you want me to talk to you, make things seem how…

Hey D..the title is what I changed your name in my phone to. I wish you would just apologize for ghosting and tell me why saying what I said scared you so much.. the truth is, if we were going to be friends, I couldn’t move forward without talking about it. it wouldn’t have been fair to either of us.. but the thing…

Girl…. i’m not really sure what you’re going through, but I am sorry if I did anything to make you upset or mad. 💔

since we broke up. why are we still here? i have accepted that we cannot be together right now, although i did hope that you’d come back by now, telling me that we made a mistake by ending things and that you never want to lose me ever again.

oh well.

i’m okay though, i promise. i feel like myself again! been going on…