Unsent text message to Samantha

You became a chapter I never expected to care about this much. Somewhere between the little conversations, the stolen glances, the awkward hellos, and all the moments I kept replaying in my head, I fell for you.

You will always be my favorite chapter, but sadly, you became my worst ending. I’ll always be grateful for…

I’m tryin to date again. But it’s so hard. The last time I tried. I went with you for almost 6months, when you pulled away I felt it. But I still held on. Even after you told me no… I still held on.. and some piece of me After you blocked me.. well i still hold on. I can’t just get attached and let go so easily. And…

No idea whats going on *** is happening.

Hey Babe,

Thank you for last night.

Thank you for holding up your end of the bargain.

Thank you for gently tethering me, like a fragile bird taking flight…

I dont know anything that's going on. If im involved with something, can i be like talked to? Like, im a very anxious person. Please spit it out.

Sometimes the scenario in my head gets a little too good. I’ll be completely innocent one minute, and then somehow my imagination has taken a very questionable turn. And the worst part? You make it far too easy. A look, a smile, standing a little too close… and suddenly my mind is filling in the blanks you never…